shojivr

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I feel like i want to give up, what should i do? in c/asklemmy@lemmy.ml
[–] shojivr@lemmy.zip 2 points 2 days ago

when i was young, i am fearless and full of energy so looking back, its easier to overcome problem back then compared to now.

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Best Open Source video editor? (lemmy.zip)
 

as we know capcut is no longer good for free users, any recommendation for open source video editor? i prefer option to export projects so i can archive it to my drive.

Best Open source uninstaller? in c/opensource@lemmy.ml
[–] shojivr@lemmy.zip 7 points 3 days ago (3 children)

what do you use now?

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Best Open source uninstaller? (lemmy.zip)
 

windows uninstaller is just so bad that it cannot uninstall lot of preinstalled apps, any recommended uninstaller which is open source?

Reddit forces login to access old.reddit.com in c/reddit@lemmy.world
[–] shojivr@lemmy.zip 1 points 3 days ago

they want everyone to make account in reddit

I feel like i want to give up, what should i do? in c/asklemmy@lemmy.ml
[–] shojivr@lemmy.zip 6 points 3 days ago

thanks for sharing your experiences, yeah i think i will try to follow your examples since in the end, life is so unpredictable and cruel at same time so might as well do something instead of nothing.

I feel like i want to give up, what should i do? in c/asklemmy@lemmy.ml
[–] shojivr@lemmy.zip 2 points 3 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago) (2 children)

yes but i just lost 4 years of side hustle just because of small mistake recently, taking new side hustle is kinda traumatic for me. i do tried open shop but no customer so far.

i tried to meet other people but the older you get, the harder it is to get new friends especially i am middle aged.

also my health problem is not really helping at all.

I feel like i want to give up, what should i do? in c/asklemmy@lemmy.ml
[–] shojivr@lemmy.zip 9 points 3 days ago (4 children)

medication only can be provided every week dosage, and physical theraphy for my CTS

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I feel like i want to give up, what should i do? (lemmy.zip)
 

lot of thing happened for me, not even single warning and bang, it hits so hard to the point i feel like i want to give up on life. what happened so far :

  • lost 4+ years of hardwork and source of income due to small mistake
  • money stuck in certain platform and they no guarantee it will be back after 6 months
  • ghosted by "close friends". realized most of them don't care when i am at lowest
  • staying in hotel and Aircon brokes two days before i checkout, and not even single compensation given
  • i still highly depends on medication just to able to sleep, doctor doesnt seem to have empathy
  • i have CTS (Carpal tunnel syndrome) for years and i still cannot regain my full strength back.
  • my career stuck in low income level, and its hard to get new job these days
  • still regularly going to hospital at least 2-3 times a week, to the point i get tired of it already

people say life is blessing, but for me life is suffering, all bad things always happened, i am not even allowed to be happy anymore.

Reddit forces login to access old.reddit.com in c/technology@lemmy.world
[–] shojivr@lemmy.zip 1 points 4 days ago (1 children)

because its popular and running for more than 20+ years

Money doesn't solve everything, but it helps. in c/workreform@lemmy.world
[–] shojivr@lemmy.zip 0 points 4 days ago

or they should make theraphy more affordable, so its accesible to everyone

Money doesn't solve everything, but it helps. in c/workreform@lemmy.world
[–] shojivr@lemmy.zip 1 points 4 days ago* (last edited 4 days ago)

well money gives you much more options