I know I've been doing this for a year, and this is the question of one who's been doing this for a week, but what gender-affirming stuff can I do? I really need to get back to taking care of myself in some sort of way, and I don't have energy to do much, but I really need to try.

I'm not okay

My Visa has been approved

up with trans

Its been about a month since I got my haircut, and now that its grown a little I've realised that rn my hair is exactly what I wanted when I was a little kid. Only took like 20 years but I got it, eventually. Nowadays I like it longer, but it's still nice to be at this length from time to time, and I love my current style regardless. It's cute and a little boyish but in a femme way and I love it.

I love being a transmasc lesbian 🥰

Ugh, now I gotta find a roommate and/or a new place to live cause I got hired. What a pain in the ass

Thinking about creating a witch coven but i don't believe in witches it just sounds cool

Hey, just wanted to put this out there in case it comes up for anyone, but I'm sort of taking a break from most stuff on matrix, and probably greatly decreasing my activity here as well. I've kind of realizing I was letting it become a detriment to my mental health, which is not why I'm on here. The downsides of being overwhelmed in the environments started to outweigh the community for me, so I'm taking a break. I won't be gone forever, and you might see me lurking, or dropping the occasional comment from time to time, but I probably wouldn't expect further interaction from me for a bit. If you need or want to reach me, please feel free to DM me on matrix. It's much easier for me to manage one on one now, which is ironic because I used to be a completely other way, but here we are.

So yeah, that's all I've got to say. Again, I will be back! I just need a bit of a break from some social stuff for a bit. My matrix account is linked to my profile here as well, and I'm still in the rooms, so hopefully it shouldn't prove too much of an issue if you want/need to reach me. With that, I'll wish you all a wonderful day

I wish I could look in the mirror and see a girl

down with cis

DICTATORSHIP OF THE QUEER

Looking into trans groups in my region is just like: "here's one gay bar** in distant city, idk that's all I got there really isn't much to do here".

Edit: I should clarify, everything I put in quotes is roughly what websites tend to say, I'm not just saying those are my thoughts.

Society is making me become the organizer, and I don't know for the life of me how to organize. I even caved (since I had already), and looked to see if there were any regional trans discords. Absolutely nothing. I am now convinced that trans people actually do not exist here, and that I am an enigma in the face of some sort of anti-trans weapon of mass psychological destruction.

Another edit: I hate discord with a burning passion, but I already had to create an account for something, so I checked.

**Best part is that I would absolutely hate a bar, and would choose not going even if it was my only option

Oh damn I've heard of sword lesbians

Was watching a tiktok where this one lady was explaining how bad hetro dating has been getting among the zoomers. Perverts/dehumanizing behavior etc I think it might have to do with all the sexism. Shit seems grim for straight women fr I do not envy them one bit

So, as an update, I am planning to move in with my beau, but that's be after my current lease/job contract expires at the end of July so we have plenty of time to be completely firm on that and develop our relationship. So, it will not be after just one date (we'd been talking for weeks and had a video date as well anyways). I don't know why I feel the need to justify this, but I do.

I know it's corny, but it's fun being in love.

incoherent dysphoria venting, just imagine me going off about it in your head

~~Political~~ girl power grows out of a barrel of a gun