I usually wake up in the night more than once and get on Reddit which more often than not helps me fall asleep again rather quick. It's better than my mind racing which keeps me awake.
Well apart from that the last thing I read ten minutes before my alarm was due ( which is 3:30 yuck ) was that Iran is ready to go to war for 10 years with Israel and the USA. I mean I didn't fall back to sleep which is fine, but I'm really sick of these endless bloody wars. ( Damn, literally bloody ) I mean the world has been at some kind of war pretty consistently for hundreds of years I think I once read. We had a small break at some point.
WTF is wrong with the human race I ask myself. Why can't eternal peace just happen ? I'm English, the Brits went around the globe being arseholes for a long long time I know. Along with the Spanish, Dutch, whoever else. Fuckers the lot of them. Ooh let's discover new lands and then just rob them blind, along with a large amount of various atrocities along the way.
Oh god am I having an existential crisis ? Sorry that all just stemmed from that Iran headline. And in all seriousness, I am fully sick to death of seeing trump in the news constantly. ( Well, Reddit and Lemmy that is ) My mind is full of it all. Maybe I need a holiday or at least a holiday from the internet.
Sorry, ramble over. Here's to a peaceful day. ( After having read that we're hosting a huge international military party or whatever it's called. )
How do I tune this all out I wonder. I'm not taking up jogging. I haven't smoked pot for years, maybe I should get back into that. But that might make me think about it all a lot more.
Aaaaaaaaggghhhhhhh !