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I was assaulted again today. It's been well over a hundred times I think the past few years.

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[–] nagaram@startrek.website 1 points 1 week ago (1 children)

What do you mean permission to speak?

Where are you trying to talk?

Do mean like "speak to a therapist?"

[–] beumuth@lemmy.world 1 points 1 week ago (1 children)

I'm trying to get permission/ability to speak here - this violence is in response to me doing so.

No, that isn't what I meant.

[–] Nomad@infosec.pub 2 points 1 week ago (1 children)

You don't need permission to speak on here. Just write out what you need.

[–] beumuth@lemmy.world 1 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (2 children)

I'm being targeted with genocide, such that it can become dangerous just me speaking/being in places. I often report on misconduct in my experience. Because of this, I am requesting permission, because I'm unsure if that's going to be too much for people. I recently read the article "Bisbee Deportation" on Wikipedia, which I think is a part of the context.

[–] nagaram@startrek.website 1 points 1 week ago (1 children)

My friend. You as an individual cannot be targeted with genocide. Genocide is the erasure of a whole cultural identity.

That's another linguistic oddity you're using that I think is upsetting people to be hostile against you.

It sounds like you're being harassed and that's terrible that you're experiencing that kind of violence.

Is this danger around speaking, is it something that's happening to you in real life or just online? It sounds like something bad is happening to you in real life, but I think these issues your having for which you're asking for permission to speak is caused by your linguistic oddities.

[–] beumuth@lemmy.world 1 points 2 days ago

Genocide affects groups & individuals, and doesn't require a total erasure. Bahanna culture is tattered & stained with past & ongoing genocides, as well as mass-destruction of animals. Regarding 'the five precepts' in Buddhism, Bahanna culture seems addicted to killing, stealing, sexual-misconduct, dishonesty, & alcohol. I regard the word 'Bahanna' (etymology: borrowed from Hopi) qua essential gift. There's odd, & there's evil/unskillful.

[–] Nomad@infosec.pub 1 points 1 week ago (1 children)

Well you have all the permissions here. Let's hear it.

[–] beumuth@lemmy.world 2 points 2 days ago (1 children)

There's an LGBTQ reading of the film Toy Story (1995) that I'm unsure has been considered. One element is how "to infinity and beyond" references the transfinite numbers; there's allusion to Alan Turing, and AI is a topic.

The HDMI port still works on this Chromebook, despite the built-in screen being unusable. Though, this was supposed to be a temporary while a Linux laptop that was destroyed in violence was being replaced; that Linux laptop that was destroyed was a replacement for another that was destroyed in violence, which was a replacement I paid for from one that was stolen from me, which was a replacement for an old laptop I needed to abandon when entering homelessness. I'm requesting my father/family to replace it, which I think is appropriate. Though, there's a higher issue of an intolerance toward generosity. I'm of the view of so-called Dharmic religions (e.g. Buddhism) that there is an underlying law of karma such that generosity results in karmic merit that guarantees pleasant results. Everything I do in my career I offer freely. Money often seems like virtue training wheels, and it's bothersome to even have to regard. I took vows several years ago to refrain from handling tangible currencies (e.g. cash or cards), and to refrain from entering commercial buildings.

I have a roughly 10ft by 10ft porch attached to a 10ft by 10ft open yard area. Following ethics of abstaining from killing beings & abstaining from destroying plant life has lead to designing the back yard qua ecological refuge/shrine, qua bodhisattva. I'm wanting to request advice & material support regarding some of the modules & micro-modules, as future posts - e.g. lining the small hanging solar-powered bird(/insect) bath with sepum & elfin thyme. More immediately, I really need the Linux laptop replaced and for my bike to be repaired.

[–] Nomad@infosec.pub 1 points 2 days ago (1 children)

Sounds somewhat Buddhist to me?

[–] beumuth@lemmy.world 2 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago) (1 children)

I follow Buddhist ethics, prayed to Ratnasambhava Buddha to guide and protect the backyard qua refuge, and want to make a miniature flower-box stupa for insects/birds. Regarding the miniature flower-box stupa, note in the Lotus Sutra, the Buddha says:

Those who made rock stupas,
Stupas out of sandal, aloe, deodar, and other woods,
As well as brick, tile, mud, and other materials;
All those who made buddha stupas
Out of piles of earth in desolate places;
And even children in play
Who made buddha stupas out of heaps of sandβ€”
All such people have certainly attained
The path of the buddhas.

[–] Nomad@infosec.pub 1 points 1 day ago (1 children)

I wish you find peace and prosperity in Buddhism. :)

[–] beumuth@lemmy.world 2 points 1 day ago

I have been. I wish people would give me more opportunity to establish peace & prosperity for others too.