My apologies for "not putting in the actual work," I'm a bit busy with a serious injury, navigating a shitshow of the bestest country on earth's hellscape of piecemeal healthcare, with several different organizations that from the jump made several different mistakes, as I also navigate some semblance of hygiene and meals, while also helping community members who's family members instilled learned and actual helplessness, while also half-assing their share of the codependent relationships with dying and warehoused in "care" homes family and community members, while also trying to rough-sketch a map by which to move myself forward, rather than giving up and ending up like that, while also contemplating keeping up nutrition, shelter and other basic needs. Oh and trying to read theory and sort how to contribute my share while also not having more serious side effects while doing these things.

Pardon me if this comes off as unnecessarily rude, I'm a bit overwhelmed.