Then revise it until you can read it without hating it.
And, uh, don't get too caught up on that part.
Lots of artists never stop hating their own work. Art and neurosis — name a more iconic duo. At some point you just need to move on and let it be what it is. Perfectionism is a powerful thing, but it must be tamed.
This is especially true when you're starting out, before you've developed an intuition for which paths are worth following. It's easy to get stuck in a loop trying to "fix" something that's never going to be what you want it to be. "Quality over quantity" is the more common refrain, but for a beginner it should be the opposite, because what you need more than anything at that point is just practice. Related: https://austinkleon.com/2020/12/10/quantity-leads-to-quality-the-origin-of-a-parable/
If you ever conflate a people with a country, you've made a big, dangerous logical fallacy.
I live here because I was born here. That says nothing about my moral character.
I've done what I can as a citizen. It has not been enough. I'm not going to stop.