How am I meant to function like this?
Obviously, ADHD is no superpower, it’s a neurodevelopmental disability. ADHD is the hidden disability that ruins the act of living in most conceivable ways.
Hey guess what though? I have it worse than you. Not that it’s a competition friends. But lemme show you how much worse it can be:
On top of all of what we experience with ADHD, I have to some how navigate a brain that’s currently going through a prolonged SSRI taper.
I don’t have the ability to feel empathy anymore due to these SSRI’s, I don’t feel joy, my ability to think critically is essentially gone, the logical and rational part of me is kind of suppressed as well. All that's left is the talking part of me.
All because I was prescribed incorrectly by a doctor mistaking my ADHD for common run of the mill depression. I’m not even sure the taper will fix it, but I have no choice but to invest four to five years of my life weaning myself off of this drug in the hope that it will fix it. The irony is, I have to expend the limited dopamine available to me on this taper! What other choice do I have?
Also, I have a venous compression in my neck that raises the intracranial venous pressure so much that my brain gets squeezed. Because of the state of the healthcare system in my country, I likely won't resolve this for at least another two years, maybe longer. All the while it looks to me like it's encouraging my brain towards dementia.
Also I have obstructive sleep apnea that, while partially treated, guarantees my sleep now involves starving my brain of oxygen and placing it into hypoxia and no matter what I try I can’t seem to resolve it entirely.
And very recently, I’ve been given the gift of hydrogen sulphide SIBO (which is neurotoxic).
Essentially I have ADHD like always have had, but I now have multiple different kinds of brain injury on top of it. All requiring attention and self advocacy, whilst I lack the ability to do said self advocacy.
But, on the bright side, at least I can’t see just how fucked my life is like I used to be able to. The haze, the fog, whilst frustrating, is also comforting ignorance. Also, I can still talk and write reasonably well, so I can at least give the reassurance to those around me that I'm okay, when I'm not. Also, I have a wonderful partner who is still some how putting up with all of this. Amazingly.
It could be worse, but not by much.
I can't comment on For All Mankind, I haven't watched it yet, so I will take your word for it. I can only speak about what's in my sphere of awareness, but it sounds like you've not had a good time with it.
I have to ask, did you not mean to level your criticism of BSG post season three, rather than post season two?
Three is arguably the best season of the series. It had so many highlights, from the devastation of New Caprica, to the climax at the end of the season that the series spent three seasons building towards. There's so much to point towards in that season that was truly excellent sci-fi.
If you made a typo/mistake, and you actually meant post season three, I can understand your view point and completely agree that from then onwards it wasn't quite the same. But where we differ is in regards to blame. I think you're missing important context.
There was a writers guild strike at the end of season three, and it completely derailed the series from then onwards. In fact, it wasn't the only series that suffered in such a fashion at that time. It's worth having s read about it if you have the time:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Effect_of_the_2007%E2%80%9308_Writers_Guild_of_America_strike_on_television
I don't think it's just to lay this particular criticism at Ronald D. Moore's feet.
I am also struggling to reconcile what you've said about his weak portrayal of women in For All Mankind when he did such an incredible job on BSG. If that's the case I'm heartbroken.
The reason why I am so enamoured with the idea of an RDM helmed Trek is because Trek has shown consistently that it thrives when it leans more into standalone series over serialisation.
Its current hybrid approach is a strength that SNW and SFA has shown works. This is something I feel RDM has shown he can do excellently in the past. BSG was an excellent example of hybrid serialisation until the strike. And for his series work, his writing credits in TNG alone are exemplary:
"Yesterdays Enterprise" "Data's Day" "Ethics" "Disaster" "Tapestry" "Sins of the Father" "The Pegasus" etc...