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Okay, that makes sense. Yeag I heard from some other trans women that it takes some time to even out, and the first few weeks are the worst. I met someone who apparently takes it one week on one week off. I'll need to find a regimen that works and keeps things manageable.

yeah I've been wondering if it would have an affect on my libido but instead it's just... mood ;-;

Started prog recently, shit has fucked me up ;-; . Been spending a bunch of time jsut feeling like shit and depressed, crying in bed for hours. It sucks. When do I get used to this shit so it isn't so mentally turbulent

When I started estrogen, I was crying a lot because it was like a mental barrier was lifted and repressed emotions could just flow out. It made me able to cry at like, anything, at romance movies, at sad moments in video games, at silly cat pictures. It was cathartic.

This is just like someone put my emotions into a jar and shook it before smashing it on the ground uaaaagggggghhhh ;-;