I know multiple people like this.
frankfurt_schoolgirl
joined 2 years ago
Sex and dysphoria:
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I somehow really fucked myself up with bottom dysphoria in the last couple months. It didn't used to be like this, I didn't exactly like having a penis but I was ok with it and could let people touch me and stuff. But idk somehow I got all messed up about it. I guess I don't want anyone to touch my dick under any circumstances now, but I feel like that won't go well. Everyone I've ever been with has been really interested in it. IDK maybe I just need to be celebate and to work harder for bottom surgery.
Are you injecting valerate? Estradiol valerate has a pretty short halflife in the body, and 10 days is a bit long. You might end up with very low levels by the last day, which would cause mood swings. It's just something to be aware of though, it you feel bad you can switch back to weekly.
this dumb and potentially risky.
The risk is very low, don't worry about it.
This is probably true, and a very nice thought. But honestly I think I just want to be as hot as possible but not have sex with anyone under any circumstances. I think that sounds awesome and good.