No idea what outside you people have but the outside where I am at does anything other than make me sane
peppersky
I try to be a normal well adjusted human being so why is there something just so completely deeply wrong with me that I just cannot function at all in any way in this society.
miss those times back when I had a friend group and a group chat that would always reply within half an hour.
i really need to get on some antidepressants or some shit because godfuckingdamnit its like theres absolutely no connection between what's going on in my life and what im feeling like, like things are actually kinda going ok right now but i still feel like complete garbage like more than half the time. but if all antidepressants make my dick not work (i might find some use for that thing at some point in my life) or if they just make me not feel stuff in general (goddamnit i want to fall in love) i don't want them
love how in a world of ridiculous cultural overproduction there's like 2 good games coming out a year, maybe a handful of actually good movies you can actually see in the cinema and like don't get me started on music. all of culture is just like a car stuck deep in mud and everyone is just pushing on the gas pedal digging themselves in deeper and deeper
made some vegan picadello with lentils and sweet potato, really tasty stuff if anyone wants any there's still a lot in the fridge (will probably taste even better tomorrow). its the raisins which really make it
This life really isn't it ya know
Also I've never seen a dead guy walk in real life like ever
I'm a huge beach boys fan, Brian wilson had a pretty sad rough life and I really hope he was happy these last few years. There are few bands that can give you as much as the beach boys can.
Any ways to become a productive decently paid member of society and as such worthy of romantic love when you are thirty and have no marketable skills whatsoever
Lib ass take, this is just capitalism. Even capitalism in its most "progressive" version does this and it does nothing but this.