Wow, I didn't have that bad of an experience. More just extremely mentally tired and groggy, in like a dream like state. Felt like a zombie and had no interest in socializing or eating. Decided to ditch it when I was 15.

Weed is also my current solution. Def helps in the short term, but doesn't help me get off my ass and really try to fix the problem. I hope non stimulant meds could help, but I haven't had the motivation to talk with a psychiatrist to try any out.

Stay strong friend.