Not going to offer many details on the where or how, as I don't intend to dox myself, but suffice it to say that I will continue touching butts for an extended period. I don't like feeling aroused by the act. These people placed trust in me. Trust that I mean them no harm and that I am safe to be around. I can certainly be both while aroused, but I'd rather not have to deal with this.

I'd prefer not to dissociate through work, but I can't find another way to contextualize my experiences in a way that doesn't leave me frustrated until I get home.

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[–] 9 points 2 days ago

Eventually, you'll become desensitized.

Every butt as boring as the next. They'll lose meaning to you, like saying the same word over and over for 18 hours straight. You'll only find them attractive when attached to the right person first.

Good luck!

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