I didn't really get into a habit of setting reminders/alarms so I sort of forgot about the concept of alarms

When I was in K-12 I got so used to my parents just waking me up...

so yeah...

I'm not really to be an adult, I wanna reverse time and re-do childhood tbh.

I'm mentally still reliving through all those traumatic moments through my childhood...

I still feel like a kid inside... its hard to grow when the toxic family envionment, which is why I have depression in the first place, keeps on smoldering me