how did you guys find motivation to keep drawing even when you felt things looked terrible?

usually i criticize myself "would i use this drawing as a wallpaper for my pc or cellphone?" can i see sexy this drawing? if the answer is no, try to watch some ideas and think: "what makes this drawing of another artist good or sexy for me?" maybe the anatomy, maybe the use of colors and with that idea i try to make something that makes me feel better

I’m pretty crap at drawing

you just get good at drawing..making drawings and making self-critique

Did u guys do like studies

in my case just wanted to draw, and keep learning watching tutorials, honing my anatomy and stuff, every drawing kinda gets better imo