Ok, so first of all, ai slop isn't shitposting. It's just shit.

Secondly, you're not too old to learn how to draw. Nobody is. I could give you a single book and within the next six months you could be drawing realistic portraits.

Third, if you know how bad ai is for everyone and everything, but still want to express yourself, you do want to draw.

So don't indulge in being lazy and selfish, and draw a shitty picture.