I’m good with my past and present self. I’m doing the best I can with the brain and body I have, not what society wants me to have. If that’s not good enough, well:

No punctuation is so incredibly frustrating for me to read.

Future better buckle up because I'm following past me's examples and biting off way more then they can chew.

In exchange they can get a sense of purpose and hopefully belonging, as a treat.

To the question though. Abysmal. If I dont set up tasks to be small and achievable then the flittering between 10 tasks results in now meaningful progress on the backlog, but it works enough that I can get impressive amount of things done (even while I maintain a massive backlog of projects).

A little too good. The hard part is putting an end to the focus. The workaround to that is to purposely maintain a state of half-focus so that breaking away is easier, but then I'm not actually focused.