I assume that's what we were talking about, and not the fake kind.

There is basically nothing we could do worse than the current nazi capitalism in a well-made anarcho-humanist/communist civilisation. We all need to realize the sheer scale of misery and death that capital (and capitalism) spreads. Just, off the top of my head without even thinking, I can list like 10 horrible things we could fix with worldwide, fair, proper education and a systematically friendly power structure instead of the fuckass billionaire-controlled nation surveillance states we have right now.

• worldwide racism
• worldwide modern slavery (low-paying wage labor counts)
• famine (also worldwide which is really fucked up)
• homelessness (it shocks me we still haven't solved this)
• queerphobia (and harrasment of most other minorities)
• worldwide suicides and depression increasing (yes, really, we can solve this, and easily)
• global warming and climate change (and the victims of it that we ignore)
• you know, the 0,00001% richest people having more wealth than a large country??? Seriously Nvidia is worth OVER 5 TRILLION USD
• fucking 90% of wars and genocides
• Etc. Etc. Etc...

What? What would be made worse?

Let's take the shittiest implementation of communism that still counts; the USSR.

What sucked there that doesn't suck in the modern united States?

Too cold? Novels too long? Cuisine too heavy?

Seriously. Name one fucking thing that's 'because communism' and not 'because Russia'.

I mean this with complete sincerity. This is the kind of thing you should talk to a therapist about. You don't need to live your life constantly waiting for people to let you down. You can find people who you can trust. You can be happy. It's worth trying