WongKaKui

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[–] WongKaKui@piefed.ca 1 points 1 week ago

I genuinely never saw the appeal.

For me it's finding diasporas to connect with

[–] WongKaKui@piefed.ca 5 points 1 week ago

I like Avasarala from the Expanse.

I hate "Rey Skywalker" or whatever that character is... so bad lol...

[–] WongKaKui@piefed.ca 6 points 1 week ago

The Orville

👀

[–] WongKaKui@piefed.ca 1 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

Funny enough, hydroxyzine is supposed to be for for anxiety but also for sleep

But all I get is feeling tired, not really anxiety relief...

No idea...

Mom seemed to manage well and kept my family afloat... and she just lashes out on everyone... sometimes threatening divorce with dad, sometimes lash out at my older brother, sometimes at me... :/

So I guess by being alert enough means losing sanity and hurting the ones you're supposed to protect...

:(

(still love mom tho... idk why... oxytocin is weird)

[–] WongKaKui@piefed.ca 2 points 2 weeks ago

Holy shit, New u/GrimReaper Obsession, Just Dropped!

Instead of Age Gaps and superheroes, its canals and drowning...

🤣

[–] WongKaKui@piefed.ca 2 points 2 weeks ago

Mirai Nikki 👀

(That Anime was weird ngl... the dude getting locked away from his friends thing... and the whole cage thing at the home... and the corpses... idk wtf I watched tbh)

[–] WongKaKui@piefed.ca 5 points 2 weeks ago

Can I have magic that fixes non-romantic relationships like sibling relations or like parent-child relations or like just friendships?

Can I have magic that make every country like each other and end all human conflicts?

[–] WongKaKui@piefed.ca 2 points 2 weeks ago

Mainstream... Something you hear about a lot and you can walk down the street and chances are, someone will be on it.

Social media... I mean anything that you can do social things as a main fuction of it...

So game chats are excluded since games are the primary function.

[–] WongKaKui@piefed.ca 5 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

Reminds me of Wheel of Time

Something like "shall speak no word that which is not true" is one of the 3 oaths... but they can still deceive without technically lying...

[–] WongKaKui@piefed.ca 5 points 2 weeks ago

Bruh I got fingerprinted and it's probably in a FBI database for a stupid school fight and I was a minor at the time. And there was no conviction. It didn't matter regardless.

Welcome to the world. Its full of bullshit.

Oh btw if you're an adult and wanna immigrate to another country, you're gonna have tl give them your fingerprints and probably even a 3d face scan nowadays (probably even DNA tests in the future).

[–] WongKaKui@piefed.ca 1 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

Oh I'm hanging in there alright. Hanging right by the neck.

[–] WongKaKui@piefed.ca 7 points 2 weeks ago (10 children)

Inb4 they outlaw meshtastic

 

I mean just throw in a bunch of stuff you already liked, and then ask it to find similar stuff... Or just ask for a genre of stuff like "Space themed show with a lot of politics" (Assuming you didn't already know that, then voila, it spits out: Expanse)

If it fucks up and give you something totally not what you were looking for, there's not much harm besides a small bit of your time. Its fictional media anyways, just don't go looking for news or medical advice lol, avoid treating it as a truth machine and its not that bad...

Okay sure you can hate the corporate that is gonna do evil shit with these tech, but the tech itself still kinda useful... (maybe we'll get some very advanced and ethically made FOSS "AI"/LLM in the future, who knows)

 

Basically the takeaway was:

"Fix your sleep schedule"

"Just go outside more"

"Stop being anxious, other people aren't constantly thinking about you"

Also I get asked like "so what do you do at home?"

um... how should I answer this? "Oh I read online forums that has politically extreme memes?" (I mean that's what half of Lemmy memes are...)

Or am I supposed to explain every youtube video I watched?

Idk how to even answer that...

My parents are paying the copays and I'm on parents insurance... honestly if I had to pay for this, I'd probably just sue them for funsies lmao... maybe if I win a medical malpractice lawsuit, the payout will cure my depression xD (okay probably not medical malpractice, but I felt like I was just wasting time so I really wanna just go sue them for fun lol)

I'm actually gonna die of "big sad" lmao

(My soul definitely died...)

LITERALLY listening to music feels more helpful than "therapy" or whatever... like 5th meet already... it feels equally weird in person and on video call... Like it just keeps getting more awkward each successive meet...

The "therapist" is white guy btw...

Dude was like "so do you feel like you have trouble acclimating to this country?"

And okay I know there's no malicious intentions... but the way that was asked felt like what right winger would ask and then follow up with "so why not go back"....

Okay so maybe its just my paranoia... but that kinda triggered me... so the rest of the session... like 15 minutes of the remaining time I just felt like I had a PTSD event gone through my head...

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