mrnarwall

joined 2 years ago
[–] mrnarwall@lemmy.world 4 points 6 days ago

Growing up, I was always described with words like "spontaneous" or "spastic". I would feel a grasp of content in school but absolutely no interest in doing whatever I deemed as "busy work", including homework. I turned into a very mid student even through college.

After college, I got a full time job but with no real direction or aim towards anything. I was discouraged by a bad economy and always having bad feelings with interviews. Eventually I found a job in tech, and started applying myself and found that I could write software as a career, and feel mostly good at the end of the day.

It wasnt until COVID, and working from home with my wife, that I noticed how different we are about our ability to context-switch from chit-chatting and generally being social to actual productive work. I eventually broke down crying and we made changes so that I would be left mostly alone. Talking about these encounters with my therapist I eventually was told that I meet the symptoms of ADHD. Soon after I got tests and it the diagnosis was confirmed.

While things have gotten better (being able to put a name to it, and having sources of knowledge to read in has been helpful), it hasnt been a night and day difference from before. I can still get distracted, and I still have to protect my ability to focus. Most of what has been helpful is more around trying to manage my energy and mental state (sleep, proper diet, taking breaks, exercise, etc), and then trying to understand and identify when I am more likely to struggle with focusing

[–] mrnarwall@lemmy.world 4 points 1 month ago (1 children)

I've worked on some enterprise projects specifically to detect bot activity, so that they wouldn't waste ML resources on a fake customer. While it's a bit of a cat and mouse game, they can certainly review past data for their advertising campaign and the conversion rates they are getting in order to determine if reddit ads are worth the money

[–] mrnarwall@lemmy.world 10 points 2 months ago

Freakazoid was unhinged and spastic in a way I haven't seen since

[–] mrnarwall@lemmy.world 6 points 2 months ago (1 children)

As I recall, aeon flux started in the United States on mtv as part of its "liquid television" block in the early 90s. Back when the station was owned by viacomm, same as Nickelodeon. It shared several voice actors with Rugrats too

[–] mrnarwall@lemmy.world 4 points 2 months ago

To me, that looks like a baritone with rotary valves as opposed to piston type valves. It seems like the right size, and the piping is cylindrical, as opposed to conical.

[–] mrnarwall@lemmy.world 3 points 2 months ago (3 children)

He is ineligible for the next one. Don't ever forget that

[–] mrnarwall@lemmy.world 14 points 3 months ago

Can confirm. I have 10 year old pi2 that is dedicated to pi hole and even that is not utilizing all of its 1gb of memory

[–] mrnarwall@lemmy.world 1 points 3 months ago (3 children)

I'm going to grad school soon for cs and they require windows 11. This is gonna be a fun test in locking down my machine and only doing updates with intention

[–] mrnarwall@lemmy.world 6 points 3 months ago

I don't have an answer to this question, but I will provide my anecdote.

I have a smallish bin inside for all of my recycling. I rinse out of my bottles and cans in water so that the bin doesn't get stinky. I'm not required to in my area, I just don't like the smell of stale beer or old beans lurking next to my door.

My process is to just leave any bottles/cans/drinks that are recyclable next to my sink and when I do the dishes, I rinse them all out at the end and put them in the drying rack. the next morning they go to the inside bin. When the inside bin is full, I move that to the outside bin. Not too much effort, and my house smells (relatively) good

[–] mrnarwall@lemmy.world 4 points 3 months ago

While I live in an area that doesn't have too big a problem with bee populations, I'm excited for my friends who have to manually pollinate their plants and trees by hand

[–] mrnarwall@lemmy.world 13 points 3 months ago (3 children)

I miss the random passion of /r/CFB. It was great because all of the toxicity normally in sports was gone, and everyone was just enjoying the game and news about their teams. In the off-season people would concoct the most convoluted, elaborate shitpost for why their team is the best. I think my favorite essay was once about how the Alabama Crimson Tide's greatest enemy wasn't any other team, but the full moon, and went into a heavy statistical data dive to demonstrate how the teams few losses (they were seriously on an unprecedented run for over a decade) all came on or around the full moon. That and the team are the Tide, so of course it's the moon.

That type of energy focuses on college football is lacking in Lemmy, and I haven't found something similar here yet

[–] mrnarwall@lemmy.world 2 points 4 months ago

This puts into words what I've been feeling more and more over the years. I felt that Reddit had developed some sort of language all its own (thanks for the gold kind stranger, happy cakeday, etc), that felt off to me. On top of that, the sensationalism, and the ever increasing political echo chambers, and then closing the API access to force everyone onto their own app out the final nail in the coffin for me. I'm not off reddit entirely, but I've gone read only and only on a computer. Lemmy seems more organic, and genuine to me

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