I know I suck, I know it beyond any shadow of a doubt. I have know. It for over fifty years. Sometimes my brain is mostly silent on that subject, other times it is not.
I have a friend who heard me make the above statement. She took umbrage that I would say such a thing, and sent me this clip...
I'm not a fan of the show, but to me, that one clip was life-changing.
I have a Van Gogh action figure on my desk as a constant reminder.