if we all kill ourselves then what will be the point of the movement? nowadays, the CIA and other anti communist organizations know they dont need to go full mass surveillance or go after every single one of us because they know that people self censor due to fear of humiliation and death.
second off, youre not evil for anything. theres this stupid thing americans do to each other where they insist they are worse than hitler over drinking a pepsi. this is useless. i think that you have to create your own sense of reality here and affirm it. if a frustrated third worlder says that all americans have to die you dont take that as an invitation to kill yourself. you realize that 1. they dont mean it literally 2. they are verbalizing their own frustrations 3. socialists exist in every part of the imperial core, youre not evil for being born there.