Parties, when I felt free to express myself, I expressed myself in ways I enjoyed, as 100℅ sober (certainly "high off life", sometimes 'sugar-high', and sometimes perceived 'high' due to long times of fast) (psychiatrist once mentioned I eat "practically" (no another word suits the translation better, however I deem it practical) as in I eat when I wish to eat and fast for long times when I don't (which seems so correct to me)

Ok many words, bye, and love you. Also I wish we all love all.