KonalaKoala

Hi, I'm not sure what community (or subreddit if it still only exists on Reddit somewhere), but I have been working on this story idea of mine. It is about my personation on here that is Konala Koala, who is known as Koala Mother to the koalas since she cares for them all. It takes place within the great forest in a location near Mount Warning in Australia, similar to the onsetting of Ferngully the Last Rainforest, and there is also a lost boy who wears a footed koala suit outfit that has an open faced koala hood there named Jonly.

The idea is Konala Koala originally resided in Koalawalla Land, a parallel dimension of koalas (like the one from the old Noozles cartoon), but then she crossed over to Earth through a portal or rift that opened in the dreaming skies of Koalawalla Land. When she attempted to return there, the inter-dimensional bridge known as the Great Axis of Eucalyptus Light shuddered. It was in that moment, as the connection to Earth began to break, Konala attempted to leap through the fading portal, but failed.

Konala, who is the gentle Mother of All Koalas, has light grey fur kissed by moonlight and eyes deep with remembering. She carried within her the Dreamsong of Koalawalla Land, a melody that could awaken life or soothe sorrow. She ended up in the heart of Yurra Gungal, which is what the name of the great forest is. Konala built no home, for the forest was her home. Her koala children, both mystical and ordinary, climbed the ancient eucalyptus trees and began to hum the lost harmonies of Koalawalla Land.

It was said the sound of a mother koala’s call, when heard in the deepest part of Yurra Gungal, can still open the ears of the spirit. But Konala wept at night because the Axis was gone. The way back home was sealed. So she sang. Each night she climbed to the highest branch of the oldest gum and sang the Old Way Song, hoping the tones would stretch beyond worlds and reweave the broken thread between the dimensions. Some say the forest responded, growing more alive with each note. Flowers that bloom nowhere else bloom there.

She also carries the grief of what is actually happening to the koalas in Australia, and you will fell that is she chooses to embrace her. There are other ideas I have which involve Jonly the Lost Boy where his koala outfit is more than just clothing, it is a blessing cloak crafted from enchanted bark-fiber and fae-spun thread, tailored by Konala herself to shield his identity and protect his fae aura. This is because Jonly is part of two worlds where he is not fully of either, and his koala fae blood hears what his human heart cannot name.

There is also the old bridge over the gorge at the edge of the forest that has collapsed somewhat, and a glyph called the Tether Mark, one of the last physical remnants of the axis-thread that once bound Earth and Koalawalla Land. A seam between worlds. And it also features an evil being that is cat shaped and wears a coat full of pockets, and is after the glyph for nefarious reasons, but I had been running into various issues trying to put all of this together in writing.

When I tried to ask about this in a Discord Server for story writing, I ended up getting muted and then muted again, and I'm still muted there. So, I'm just wondering if there is someplace where I can talk about this story without issues or somehow being in violation of that place's rules. If you are interested in this and know of someplace where I could seek further help, please let me know.

Lately, I have been having issues leading to frustration with a group I'm involved with that does rehearsals for a stage play over the summer. What the group does is create their own script for a play instead of using an existing one and I have been given permission to write a scene that involves the use of stuffed animals as puppets into the script as their assistant writer since I can do playwrighting.

Since I had gotten suggestions to do a lost boy and Captain Kangaroo, I ended up attempting to merge them both and came up with the idea of a boy dressed like a koala who is a half breed of human and koala fae with a connection to the eucalyptus woods. While I was working on this character of mine, I was hearing about clear-cutting of eucalyptus trees in Australia and became sad because of what it doing to the poor koalas.

That is what gave me the idea to make the puppet scene be deep in the eucalyptus forest in a mystical place that is full of koalas called Koalawalla Woods, and depict the plight of the koalas and the threat of clear cutters. The story I came up with is an elder koala is the first one to see men coming into the outskirts of the eucalyptus forest and start to clear cut eucalyptus trees.

It concerns him greatly that he sends a young boy koala to Koalawalla Woods in order to inform my namesake on here of the dire situation. She becomes really concerned about the clear cutters and wonders what can they do since she is known as Koala Mother who cares for all the koalas. She is also worried about the welfare of the koala dressed boy as she shares a special bond with him due to him being part koala fae.

The boy being nearby overhears the commotion there and wants to know what is going on. Koala Mother informs him about the loggers clear cutting eucalyptus trees and is not sure if there is anything they can do against them. He then states they may need to inform the fairy queen he is under the protection of about their dire situation. The young boy koala overhears him saying this and goes back to the elder koala to tell him this.

At the same time, Koala Mother gets more visitors coming by wondering what is going on and if there is something they can do against the loggers. While she is in the middle of talking to an elfling girl who happens to be in the area and wonders how she can help the koalas, the young boy returns and whispers in her ear. She tells the elfling girl to hold her thought on what she is saying and speaks to the young koala boy.

He informs Koala Mother the fairy queen requested for the koala dressed boy to go to this location to find this crystal stone they need to save Koalawalla Woods, and she needs her to open a portal there. Koala Mother reluctantly agrees that could be their only hope and opens a portal to where the crystal stone can be found in the same fashion Pinky or Printy opens her portals in the old Noozles cartoon.

After I have submitted this to be the puppetry scene in the group's play I'm involved with since I had felt that I wanted to depict the plight of the koalas to the audience and gain attention of it in a way. Even though it was accepted, I was never informed of the koala dressed boy being written into the rest of the play to fall down on the ground and is dying like he is being killed off, and I didn't approve of this.

Right now, I'm preparing to submit a further edit I made to their script that fixes this and makes more sense, but if they don't approve of it, I will no longer be involved in their play and pull my character and puppet scene out of it. If it does come to that, I'm wondering if anyone here may know of a community that would be interested in my ideas here. I can expand on them alone without them being compacted with the rest of a play.

II have thought about this off an on for a while, and decided I will talk more about it here since I haven't been able to find a more welcome place for someone who is considered spiritual and on the autistic spectrum. I'm not even sure what the right place is though as there are times I tend to feel lost in more ways than one and perhaps cut off when I get mistaken for an AI bot in a few places.

My story starts where I was born into a family with a Mormon Church ancestry, even though I wasn't actually connected to the Christian Church. I'm not going to go into religion here since I don't want this to turn into some religious argument. Anyway, when I was six or seven years old living in a house further away from my grandma's house, it seemed apparent that I was more connected to nature where I would watch water running along the ground in little rivers.

After my family had moved back closer to my grandma, I found myself going out into the woods behind her backyard almost every time I was visiting her and going to the stream back there to look at it. I remember during the time it seemed magical and mystical while I was exploring on the frozen marsh there in late fall and was looking at the twilight in the sky at sunset realizing I needed to head back to the house.

During one of the times I was out in those woods as a kid, I had encountered something that looked human that said "hey there' and I ran all the way back to the house scared not knowing what it is. Sometime after that, there was upheaval going on between my parents which may have been due to the time the chimney was blocked and the house was smoking up, I ended up being brought to my grandma's house with my siblings to spend the night. I have memories of wearing footed pajamas with the vinyl feet, but had developed holes in the feet for some reason. It was night and I could sense there is something out there.

When I was home again and it was sometime around late spring or summer, I had become interested in the Care Bears and while I was playing with brick blocks, wooden blocks, and large train tracks that were plastic from a riding train in the basement playroom, I was writing letters to Tender Heart Bear and leaving them in the kitchen window where they were being answered. I think it may have been because I was looking for a friend since I was friends with the neighbor girl Carrie before, but then she stopped being friends of me and my siblings weren't being kind to me either.

At some point, I was allowed to get this three foot tall Tender Heart Bear plush from Toys-r-Us after getting good grades in school, and it became my only friend. Sometime later, there was upheaval going on between my parents again and we ended up being forced to leave there and go on a cross country trip to Washington State. I couldn't bring much of anything with me and so I lost a number of things including my three foot Tenderheart Bears.

While I was in the van traveling by woodlands, I had this mystical sensation of something out there calling me to come back out into the woods for some reason and couldn't do anything while in a van. On top of that, I remember seeing the darkening sky and sensed some kind of mystical connection with the western sky for some reason as well, and this might be related to the feeling of being disconnected from nature and lost.

Years later, when I was back on the east coast and was living in a town house in northwest New Jersey after moving a couple more times, I recovered my three foot Tenderheart Bear and I also had a dream about seeing a white mouse who was named Heather in the backyard who was sad. She told me her husband was killed by a croaker while searching for one of the two greatest treasures in the world, and she was pointing to a steep grassy hill that appeared in the distance from the house as she continued saying one of the two greatest treasures lies just over that hill.

This may been related to where I used to live in Pennsylvania where there is a tree covered hill in a similar location from the front of the house, and over it is where my grandma's house is located. During that time, my mother had met someone who was having me forced to be going to a Christian Church and I really didn't seem at all comfortable with it, but thankfully I was no longer going there after she broke up with him. Sometime after that when I was beginning to look at Pagan and Druid stuff out of interest, I was visiting my grandma's house again thanks to my sister.

During a visit out there again, I was sensing this presence there and wasn't sure what it was even though it led to me having dreams about a fox. I ended up looking for help and was soon hooked up with a seer calling herself Yotewah and Coyote's Green Eyed Daughter, She also went by the name of Kikyo and I told her about the presence I felt at my grandma's house while showing her a sketch I did of a fox wearing blue clothing I had seen and remember from one of my dreams, and she astral traveled afterward to find that it is a fox boy called Kane.

A while after that and feeling like he is a friend I lost years ago at my grandma's house, I ended up with my getting someone to make me a custom Kane the Fox plush so I have something physical I can cuddle up to. Sometime after that, I had a dream about a girl outside the first townhouse I was moved to in Northwest New Jersey, and brought that up with the seer who found it was a fae girl named Lindsey who is an elf girl. She saw she was being chased by something dark and evil and took care of whatever it was. That later ended up with me having a custom plush I made of her using her description that I remembered,

When I started having a couple dreams about darkness out in the woods behind my grandma's house that may be related to what I saw out there when I was a kid, I told the seer about them and she had astral traveled there to cleanse the woods and my grandma's house. She told me there was some sort of guardian that she cleaned as they were being harmed by something that had the form of the Sprite from the Secret of Mana game.

After I had been moved out into a rural area with a yard that had some trees, I remember having a dream being in the yard there and could feel this pulling sensation. So I had contacted the seer about there and she found out there is a vortex and guardian there nearby. Then while I was back at my grandma's house and talking to her about Kane the Fox, she assumed it represented me due to having the Todd as one of my surnames. After I told her about the seer I had been talking to and showing her all the records that I kept, she had wanted to know her credentials even though she had not asked for money or anything in return. I later did that and ended up learning the seer was taught by the Elder of Serpentstone, it let to a little bit of an argument with her and I continued talking to the seer.

Not long after that, I had a dream about something pretending to be Kane that had a crescent moon on its cheek and I was uncomfortable. I also remember seeing an eclipse in the sky in the dream. After I had another dream where I could hear Kane calling for help, I contacted the seer and she looked into it and found that it was a Kane Pretender who trapped Kane away from me. She not only found and brought him back to me, but sealed the Kane Pretender away in an ice sphere of love and placed it in an ice glacier somewhere guarded by a dragon.

After that ordeal, I started having dreams again with Kane in them and was better. I continued having the dreams about him off and on as well as a few about Lindsey, and soon I had moved one last time into a house with a larger piece of property that included woods out back. Just after the move, I was feeling rather uncomfortable and had a couple dreams about fairies. I told the seer about this and after investigating, it turned out that I have fairies that are not only fond of me, but had been told the name of their queen. I continued having dreams about Kane and my grandma's house off an on and at some point, I have lost contact with the seer.

Some more years have passed and now I have been feeling worried and a little depressed (lately around the winter solstice when the days are short and no greenery to be seen outside other than bamboo, plus too cold to go outside). It may be due to the state of the world and things being forgotten and taken away leading to the feeling of them being lost, and the fact that recently I have been seeing trees dying off. It could also be the fear that I'm having on and off about emerging technologies such as artificial intelligence, the fear of an artificial super intelligence, and brain computer interfaces and stuff that are a threat to the innermost privacy of the mind, and there being too much change happening and autistic people cannot adapt to change well.

This could very well be because of my strong connection with the woodlands and there being decline of woodlands that is upsetting to me like I can feel the pain of what is happening to nature and to the fae folk. At this time, it seems I'm feeling so lost and so cut off since I haven't picked up much friends. There were also were attempts to get me back into the christian church and be cut off my attachments with the woods and the spiritual friends I have. When I first brought this up in a Pagan subreddit on Reddit, someone alerted Reddit Help Resources which I don't think if that was right as I wasn't even talking about committing suicide as its not quite that bad, and I'm not thinking that for that matter.

Right now, I have been thinking positively on what thinks can be talked about or done, and it feels like we need to bring back something like a Koala Kafe in the comforting woods to talk about stuff like this. I also keep thinking about the Last Mimzy movie where it feels like Gaia, the soul of our world, has become sick and people are becoming isolated and warlike (see what is happening to Ukraine and Israel), and our world is frightened and is dying. And has feeling like looking for a great scientist to try many times and is willing to try once more, this is the Last Lindsey (based from the elf girl with a strong affinity for the forests since she is of the forest). Her task feels like it would be teaching of how precious the woodlands are and saving them, as well as finding a soul not contaminated by the technological pollutants that fill our bodies and minds like our precious quality of humanity has been turned off, and it is said the soul's tears would contain an instruction for an awakening that would spread like wildflowers.

Anyway, sometimes I feel like we could use something like a Koala Kafe in a peaceful woodland place that is like being among the comforting koalas, even though they are listed as endangered in Australia and need our help. I also have lots of created characters and ideas and had been trying to work on a few stories, but I feel bringing them online in the wrong place will lead them being scraped by AI Bots and be used against me to make things worse. I'm just afraid whatever I create and write to give to be helpful would also end up be given to the elite few thanks to their AI bots. I feel that I currently need someone to talk to about this and figure out what the solution to this is.

HI, I had been trying to follow anti-tech discussion on a different account and had recently gotten removed from a second group. This time, they confused me of being a bot and didn't give me the chance to explain that I'm not a bot. The first time I believe its because I had accidentally linked to something leftist in error and didn't realize right away. The reason I have been trying to follow anti-tech and Neo-luddite is because it was making me feel good with all of the preserving nature talk, plus I read the Ted Kaczynski manifesto for starters and have it bookmarked on my laptop. If anyone can try to help me out or knows of another such group to check out, please let me know. I might be forced to create another group with my different account, figure out what to call it, and leave off the vetting for now to get people to join.