New DnD player I have the archive site version of the manual which my DM sent and I've been using but I'm hoping to find something a little easier to navigate than just the PDF. Everything I've turned up is a different version, and and all suggestions welcome. Thank you friends and happy playing!
That sounds really tough and I'm so sorry you've been struggling. It's really good that you have a counselor and you're talking things through with someone who will help you learn how to advocate for yourself. The people in your life who were ghosting you might be a combination of shitty people and people who are afraid/uncomfortable with your new lifestyle. The only thing that matters now is tending to yourself and building a life that fits and feels right. Lots of good advice on here about finding hobbies that keep you engaged and will support you in finding new friends. If anything I'll be your friend and check in with you, so hit up my dm's anytime.